Heart Broken

Seeing the full victim list of the Sandy Hooks Elementary School Shooting was devastating. Most of the children were six or seven years old. Happy with school and life and friends and looking forward to their future, their years ahead. All these dreams are shattered just because of a man. They were no longer grow up to be teenagers, to learn how to drive, to get married, to have children, to have jobs and to grow old. The world had lost 27 innocent people with bright futures who might have been future pop stars or leaders. And the teachers and other adults whose lives were lost too. They cared for the children and staff under their care so much that they were willing to risk their lives for them. I applaud them for all the people involved in this tragedy, survivors and victims, for their outstanding bravery. Rest in peace, these 27 angels. You were be sorely missed. And for those greatly affected by this tragedy, my heart goes out to you.

Heart Broken

This Week’s Thoughts

My heart goes out to the victims of the Newtown, Connecticut shooting at Sandy Hook Elementary school. I don’t understand how someone could bear to pull the trigger at his own mother, and twenty children. Twenty beautiful innocent children. Twenty beautiful innocent children who were probably excited about winter and Christmas and presents and about go to school and were happy and naïve and just too innocent. And his own mother! The one who bore him and took care of him and raised him. And of course other innocent adults who were just at the wrong place at the wrong time. I just can’t understand what the shooter was thinking. When I woke up today, I looked at Instagram and heard about this news and was extremely devastated. There are just too many innocent lives lost due to people’s rashnesses or issues. Parents were probably sending their children to school, sure that they were going to happy and safe, not expecting this. Teachers shielded students from bullets or locked them into cupboards. It’s just too tragic. Too terrible. Families are going to spend Christmas in grief and sadness. Rest in peace beautiful angels, and I send all my love to all the families hurting.
On a lighter note, I’m currently in Taiwan for vacation, and this is my last night here. I’ve been travelling to different places in Taiwan — to the country sides, to the suburbs, to small and large cities. And if you ask me where I liked the most, it’s Taipei. I guess I’m already used to living in the city, so I feel at ease in Taipei rather than the country sides or suburbs.
What strikes me the most in Taiwan is that the people here are so friendly and helpful. Waitresses in restaurants are so meticulous, walking around filling glasses again and again and again without prompting, and staggering the seeing of dishes to make sure the dishes won’t get chilled easily. Taxi drivers asks you if the air conditioners are too cold. On the bus, people give up their seats when they see my older relatives or a mother with her young daughter without hesitation. It’s just these little actions that bring a smile to my face. Suddenly, my aching feet doesn’t seem to hurt anymore. Of course in Singapore these actions can be seen, but not as much. Sometimes I have to muster courage to give up my seat for an elderly. And I don’t know why. Maybe I’m embarrassed, maybe I feel awkward, I don’t know. Maybe i don’t know who to give up the seat to! Maybe the person i give up the seat is quite young, and feels offended! I don’t offer the seat to the person, I just walk off. But after seeing those people in Taiwan, I’m going to change.

This Week’s Thoughts