It’s at times like this that I feel truly alone. I don’t feel like I have anyone really to talk to anymore. Talk as in bare your soul out. Maybe it’s not having anyone, because I can talk to her, the rebel, but I feel stifled. I feel afraid to speak my mind and be an open book for people to judge me. And while this is okay for me, for now it’s not okay. Even though it’s just a little thing, I feel like I’m going to burst and there’s no one there for me, right now.